Tuesday

The past few days have been very long. The funeral for me was pretty hard but I think it was the chance I needed to say my final goodbye. One of the good things that came out of it was that I met a lot of people that my friend touched and even though they were strangers it was like meeting long lost family.

Other feelings are still hard to put into words because what she did for me and now not really having a proper chance to thank her for that but somehow I think I will find a way. I think as I process everything more I will be able to write more about it.

Time for an update on the weight loss situation. I have been really watching everything I eat, the times I do and taking the fibre supplement like I am supposed to and it is really helping. I was diagnosed with I.B.S. and possible Chron`s earlier this year and I have to be careful with what I eat otherwise it can be really painful (cramps) or it can swing back and forth from constipation to diarrhea. SO avoiding breads and dairy have helped a lot in that respect. Getting all of the crap put my system is helping lost the weight and get back to where I was a month or so ago before I hurt my back. I use the Wii fit to weigh mysle fand keep track of everything too and I weighed in at 237.8 pounds.

Life calls so I will write more later.



Parting thought: Sometimes it isn`t answer you need it is the journey to it that you do.